Monday, April 22, 2013
Idaho trip
My little Logan boy and I just spent a wonderful week in Idaho with some of my family. This was the first time I have been able to get away on a trip since Joshua's passing and I think it was really good for me.
At first, I was a little nervous, believe it or not. As I was driving there, I realized the last time I was in Idaho was with baby Joshua. We were able to spend a wonderful Christmas with my family and all the memories of that trip came rushing back. However, I was surprised when I walked into the house, I had a calm, peaceful feeling. I love being at home.
We did a lot of really fun things! Including:
At first, I was a little nervous, believe it or not. As I was driving there, I realized the last time I was in Idaho was with baby Joshua. We were able to spend a wonderful Christmas with my family and all the memories of that trip came rushing back. However, I was surprised when I walked into the house, I had a calm, peaceful feeling. I love being at home.
We did a lot of really fun things! Including:
Watching TV/movies on "Big Joe" (The best seat in the house, especially in front of the fire)
Playing with great grandma. These blocks are sort of legendary in our family. My mom grew up with them, all of the grand kids grew up playing with them, and now the great grand kids. It was a special moment to watch and be a part of.
Some serious pampering. Honestly, I have been meaning to treat myself to some of the luxuries of life (aka-manicures and pedicures), but I just haven't gotten around to it. This week, I did manicures with my little sister and had professional pedicures done with my mom. Next on the list: massage. These back muscles need some serious TLC.
Road trip meals-including playing with our food.
Some great family time and some wonderful pictures!
I was really excited all week to have something planned every day. I find that the really difficult days for me are those days when I am sitting quietly at home (especially nap time). My mind wanders and inevitably my thoughts land on Joshua. This week, I felt like I had a relief from that, in a way, since I stayed so busy and was surrounded by people.
All in all, this was a wonderful trip. Little Joshua continues to change my life for the better. I found myself enjoying the little things and capturing the small, seemingly insignificant details: walking hand in hand, looking at the birds in the bird feeder, laughing at the Finding Nemo movie, playing games around the table, just sitting and talking. These were the moments that mattered most. I am so grateful that Joshua's spirit continues to remind me of these important things.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments
(Atom)
<a href="http://abrokenheartandcontritespirit.blogspot.com/" target="_blank"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgN-hwI4WUg0Sq_6UsX2eY0XOY-h27p4v30RhZO0pXwMic4J03FNGNDNyNHO8-i9sHpvkqvSSHRi3S8SlljPYU1jnKHJncZq6utRpRFgLzoCLHFjXFX8KFxmlvOF5nJjHG9BBMZWEAVapk/s1600/Button.jpg" /></a>
The source of all my hope and peace
Popular Posts
-
The evening of February 12, 2013 started out just like any other night at home with our little man. It was our 4th night back home from the... -
I decided I wanted to have a collection of Joshua's funeral pictures in a slideshow. It was actually very therapeutic for me to put thi...
-
Wow...it has been a long time since I posted on this blog. I can honestly say that life moves forward with our new normal. Sometimes, when... -
A fter a little bit of drama with the monument place, Joshua's headstone is finally placed! We are both trilled with it. I am just... -
Wow...I didn't realize how much time has passed since posting on this blog. I am beginning to understand the phrase that time can heal.... -
This is only my 3rd Mothers' Day as a mom with kids, but I have been celebrating Mothers' Day for much longer than that. It be... -
I am starting to feel like a broken record, but I just have to keep saying it because it just seems to get more and more true: time is a st... -
As I prepped for this 4 month anniversary, I hoped that I would feel Joshua's presence throughout the day. In my post yesterday, I wrote... -
Wow...what a difference 24 hours can make. I woke up this morning after a very rough night. I could not stop thinking about the ultrasound... -
Dear Joshua- Happy Halloween, sweet boy. I wanted to let you know today that I am thinking a lot about you. I was at the store yesterday ...
0 comments:
Post a Comment